It is days like today that are so hard. The day we would always spend on our own after a busy Easter weekend. You never leave my thoughts and the days ahead without you seem so impossible to deal with. I so miss the laughter and fun that you always brought when are family was together , and so miss being the person I was when you were here, the person you made me. I spend my days talking to you but I then struggle when there is no reply. My love for you will never change and you will be with me for always that has always been the thing in my life that was always certain, since we were so so young together For always mine