My first Christmas morning in 44 years without you,I miss you so badly but it's just the same as everyday you have not been with me.
You were as bad as the our boys on xmas morning always up at the crack of daylight desperate to see them with there presents. I remember one year you were so eager you went in and woke them up.
God I so want to see that happy smiling face again ,and have all those good times all over again.
Watch over us all today you will be in all our thoughts and memories and I am sure their will be many tears .
I love you with all my heart and so long to be with you
Always and forever we will be together one day
Kev xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx